I have started this post a couple of times and deleted it. I feel like I should write about how excited I am to start this blog but really I'm more nervous then anything, maybe even a little scared. So as I was sitting here thinking, I thought of something that everyone can relate to. And that is that we all knew someone that changed overtime and we grew apart from them. Sometimes it's for the better and sometimes it's not. A lot of the time even if it is for the better we still dwell on the fun times we had with that person. Some of us might even dare to wish that person was still in our lives. I know two people like this. One was truly for the better and i don't wish they're still in my life, nor do i dwell on the memories of that person. But there is one friend from school who i was really close to but of course they changed and started getting into trouble. I tried to help them and they pushed me away. They completely stopped talking to me and acted like i didn't exist anymore. I cared about this person and it hurt when they left like that. My English teacher has always taught us that if we focus on one door closed we will miss the next door open. I have been thinking about this for awhile now. It is true but it doesn't make it any easier to let go. At the same time i have the rest of my life ahead of me and I can't afford to miss an opportunity for the future by being blinded by the past. So this is me officially saying goodbye to the past and hello to future, I am ready for you.