"The More boys I meet, the more I love my dog"

Well I found a dress and a date for that dance. And I have to admit at first I wasn't excited to be going, I was only going because a friend wanted me to go, but as the shopping and planning began I was getting excited. I could no longer contain the teenage girl part of me.

Only a few days after buying the dress and getting dinner plans and everything else all sorted out, I found out that my "date" was insuring people (people that weren't even his friends or mine) that he would have me in bed within two months. Now I no longer have a date to the dance and now I REALLY just don't want to go. I'm really starting to wonder if I can ever trust a guy. My mom keeps trying to get me to find a new date to the dance. I don't think she fully understands why I don't want to go now. 

I don't get it. I don't present myself as a girl who will just sleep with anyone, especially at such a young age. I mean everyday I wear a sweatshirt and jeans with a pair of tennis shoes. I don't wear makeup or style my hair to be all fancy. I just don't get it. Every new guy that I talk to now I can't help but think that they have an alternative plan because it seems like lately they have.

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I quit club soccer. I know you guys don't approve but I finally made my own choice about something and I didn't let you guys decide or help me decide. I'm not your little girl anymore. I need to make my own mistakes now so that I can learn from them. I understand that sometimes the parents know whats best but sometimes what is best is to let me make my own choice and let me deal with the outcome of it.This doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. You're my mom and dad. I will always love you.

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Sorry I haven't posted in more than a week but I haven't been able to come up with a good way of saying this until now.

Fun Times

This week was a great week and it's not even over.

1) studied like crazy for finals, it payed off.  :) 100% on the presidents test and foods final. My science final could have gone better but it didn't affect my overall grade so I'm okay with that I guess.
2) Found a date to tolo. I think my parents will approve of him. he's a good kid.
3) went and saw that movie after school today with my friend. We saw Woman In Black. We couldn't stop laughing during the previews because there no one else there and it was so quiet! That never actually happens in the theaters.
4) Tomorrow my mom and I are going dress shopping. It should be fun. Maybe we will go out for lunch.
5) Sunday is Super Bowl. I'm going to a party at my friends house that her parents have every year, it's always a lot of fun.
6) To make things even better the last couple of days have felt like spring. A jacket wasn't required to go outside for just a couple of minutes. 

Compared my usual posts this is a short one, it's also a little different. Hope you guys like it :)